I now have confirmation - S & M is not for me (see last post title for more)

Just checking in to say that today was, in fact, the meal that kills me. It is a small miracle that I didn't act on any of the urges that were screaming at me.

I dont feel like getting into the details of what went down, but I will say that it will be many MANY days before I go back there (possibly until I call either of them too).

IGNORANT PEOPLE SUCK